I know there is light inside me
But every time I fail to find some
All I see is overwhelming darkness
In the form of tangled thoughts
Chaotic passions & disgusted cravings
They say, all you need is a little push
a change of perspective maybe,
I wonder if I could ever change,
My haunting thoughts
Chasing me all over, repeatedly
I wonder if I could buy new desires
Some ‘decent’ and ‘acceptable’ ones
In this market of high principles,
I wonder if I could control the tides of storm,
Throwing me out into the dirty seashore
Awaking me from the beautiful dream,
Where I don’t have to please anyone,
And justify my impulsive emotions,
I heard that life is worth living.
But when you feel worthless,
It appears to be an excess baggage,
Weigh you down every passing moment.
And your greatest struggle is to Survive,
Each moment, from every emerging thought.